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| Don't you hate it when you feel like you've got the grandest idea you want to display, and then when you're ready to put it to use... it just goes blank? Kaput! Like it's never existed before, and you feel like a dummy as you try to force the idea out of your head, or sit back and just wait. Nothing comes, just a vague impression left behind.
I look at my latest sketchbook and realized that not even the last one before it is full.
So I look at the comic books I've purchased, and then back to the sketchbook.
If I can't get the spark to come to me spontaneously, I might as well take fate into my own hands and do something about it. I've been sitting around waiting for it to come to me instead of seizing it. No offense to the romantics, that is still a great thought to put out that, you know... the whole letting it come to you instead of seeking it out.
There are always going to be some exceptions.
Ah! And since I'm taking an extra year at LBCC, these will be my classes for the Fall.
Intro to Psychology
Philosophy of Religion
Literature of Fantasy, Horror & Science Fiction
and
Literature of the Western World I
=] I'm totally getting the lower divisions out of the way so I can jump into Upper Division for next fall at CSULB.
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| It's funny how I look back on the past few years and remark on how happy I am to be in this relationship with Tony. I swear I love him to death, but I feel that barrier again sparked between us and it's scaring me as much as it's angering me.
I want to break down, but I am too infuriated.
My eyes are too dry, and my jaws clench too tightly out of agitation.
What's even worse is that I want to hold him, kiss him and tell him how much I love him no matter how angry I am. I feel this stale atmosphere weigh down on us with an underlying question from the way he speaks to me: are you going to do it again?
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| I'm eighteen! Happy birthday to meeeee. And I shall venture forth to see Across the Universe, have a delightful dinner, and purchase a new book! have a good day everyone :] | | |
| About two months into college, I have not had any perfect sleeps during the school week, which is four days a week on my schedule, but fortunately I can make up for it during my three day weekend XD.
My birthday is coming up. :]
There is two months left until the semester is over.
It's already been two years with my significant other, and it's still going. <3
I continue my day-to-day, and little-by-little work out extremes each week.
Planet Terror is currently one of my favorite movies.
I fancy a bag of chocolate chex mixes.
I think I'll cook some shrimp later on today.
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| I've been out for most of the weekend, I slept over at Tony's Friday night. Saturday morning there was supposed to be a training session of TKD, but the place that it was being held at was closed (K.A.A.) But ah well, Saturday was still really nice even if we just wandered around. I never realized how much I had missed going to Skyline at random points, I really like that park, and I really like what view that park has to offer of the city (looking past factories and air pollution that is.)
But like last night, I went to a really cool pop/locking battle thing in Long Beach, at the Mark Twain Library in Anaheim. That battle was really... well, to simply put it, it was insane. Even seeing girls locking and popping, that was pretty cool too. Mind you, there were some really really good ones, but some of them got too arrogant or cocky, and then became just downright annoying because they're always blasting on people and being in the next round. The other good ones were kind of just left in the dark when things got a bit personal. But it was funny to watch. And it was free. LOL.
Anyway, when I got home last night, I checked the phone and got a call back from Zumiez! That's right, the store [in the mall] that I had applied for two months ago, and had been badmouthing, called me back and asked me to come in for a group interview tonight, and "dressed like I would if I were working there." I'm so excited, completely stoked that I got a callback, and that gets me really determined to go for that job. I totally would not mind working at Zumiez, I don't care what people says, that store has some cool shit that I would not mind getting at forty or fifty percent off. Wish me luck! | | |
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